Bunnie’s Blog

why do people sometimes feel as if they have done so much but then its still not good enough? who do i have to do so that they wouldnt feel afraid or sad or whatever for them not to feel what they are feeling? i am at a daze right now…thinking of so many things. thats why i thought of putting this in my blog. to release all of this pent up emotions! because i cant seem to focus on my work. i have been trying to find answers to these questions i have in my head. a good friend of mine said prayers do work…although sometimes i still cant help but question that. it  may sound wrong to some people..because i know ones faith is very vital to keep up with the struggles one goes through in life. ( believe me, i want to be strong) but all i want to have right now is peace of mind and to be enlightened with the things that are happening to me and the things/people surrounding me. God knows i love everything and i am thankful with what he has given me and with what he has blessed me with. but my question right now is WHY? what do i need to do? so many questions huh? given the present situations i am in, i still try my best to continue praying and keeping the faith! i know life has so much better things to offer…i only want to know when this is ever going to happen! how i wished everyone could just be happy and not worry so much! too bad it aint that way!   :-( 

but as the song goes… "its alright, i’m ok…i think GOD can explain!" in his time…

its been a constant struggle for me to balance both my work and my business. dont get me wrong i am not regreting anything! although i have to admit at times i want to give up either one. but there are different reasons that come to my head that dont make me do so. i cant give up work because of course for obvious reasons i need constant income.  another reason is i dont want to give up my business because i already invested in it and i know eventually in the coming years it will become a BIG time catering company. so i dont want to put everything to waste! as my partner says we are not quitters. but there was this one day wherein i really wanted OUT. i was getting a major headache that i ended up getting a migraine because of the stress from work and pressure from my biz. i didnt know what to do honestly! at that point i realized that its really difficult to balance work and having your own business. good thing gin was able to talk to me and made me realize the lighter side of things and so did my partner. but i still get this hiya feeling towards her because i am not 100% visible or i dont get to help her in preparing stuff all the time. just like today. we have to prepare packed lunch for 25 people. but i cant help because i have a meeting. because of these situations it makes me think twice. because i feel i am not giving so much to the business because of my work. i dont know…its just this thought that keeps on coming back. i really hope and pray that everything will fall into place. how i wished money was so easy to earn! but i am thankful that in the past 2 months i can say our business is doing well. yes, we’ve had our share of mistakes but we just charge it to experience and we will do better next time. theres always room for improvement right? we’re just starting anyway. oh well…thats all!

To Gin…new song for u.. :*

Baby I See You Working Hard
I Want To Let You Know I’m Proud,
Let You Know That I Admire What You Do
Don’t Know If I Need To Reassure You, My Life Would Be Purposeless Without You (Yeah)
If I Want It (Got It)
When I Ask You (You Provide It)
You Inspire Me To Be Better
You Challenge Me For The Better
Sit Back And Let Me Pour Out My Love Letter

Let Me Help You
Take Off Your Shoes
Untie You Shoestrings
Take Off Your Cufflinks (Yeah)
What You Want To Eat Boo? (Yeah)
Let Me Feed You
Let Me Run Your Bathwater
Whatever You Desire, I’ll Aspire
Sing You A Song
Turn My Game On
I’ll Brush Your Hair
Help Put Your Do Rag On
Want A Foot Rub? (Yeah)
You Want A Manicure?
Baby I’m Yours I Want To Cater To You Boy

[Chorus]
Let Me Cater To You
Cause Baby This Is Your Day
Do Anything For My Man
Baby You Blow Me Away
I Got Your Slippers, Your Dinner, Your Dessert, And So Much More
Anything You Want Just Let Me Cater To You
Inspire Me From The Heart,
Can’t Nothing Tear Us Apart
You’re All That I Want In A Man;
I Put My Life In Your Hands
I Got Your Slippers, Your Dinner, Your Dessert, And So Much More
Anything You Want, I Want To Cater To You

[Verse 2 Kelly]
Baby I’m Happy You’re Home,
Let Me Hold You In My Arms
I Just Want To Take The Stress Away From You
Making Sure That I’m Doing My Part (Oh)
Boy Is There Something You Need Me To Do (Oh)
If You Want It (I Got It)
Say The Word (I Will Try It)
I Know Whatever I’m Not Fulfilling (Oh)
No Other Woman Is Willing (Oh)
I’m Going To Fulfill Your Mind, Body, And Spirit

I Promise You (Promise You)
I’ll Keep Myself Up (Oh)
Remain The Same Chick (Yeah)
You Fell In Love With (Yeah)
I’ll Keep It Tight, I’ll Keep My Figure Right
I’ll Keep My Hair Fixed, Keep Rocking The Hottest Outfits
When You Come Home Late Tap Me On My Shoulder, I’ll Roll Over
Baby I Heard You, I’m Here To Serve You (I’m Lovin It, I’m Lovin It)
If It’s Love You Need, To Give It Is My Joy
All I Want To Do, Is Cater To You Boy

[Chorus]

[Bridge Michelle]
I Want To Give You My Breath, My Strength, My Will To Be Here
That’s The Least I Can Do,
Let Me Cater To You
Through The Good (Good)
The Bad (Through The Bad)
The Ups And Downs (Ups And Downs)
I’ll Still Be Here For You
Let Me Cater To You
Cause You’re Beautiful (You’re Beautiful)
I Love The Way You Are (You Are)
Fulfill Your Every Desire (Desire)
Your Wish Is My Command (Command)
I Want To Cater To My Man
Your Heart (Your Heart)
So Pure Your Love Shines Through(Shines Through)
The Darkness We’ll Get Through (So Much)
So Much Of Me Is You (Is You)
I Want To Cater To My Man