balancing work and biz
its been a constant struggle for me to balance both my work and my business. dont get me wrong i am not regreting anything! although i have to admit at times i want to give up either one. but there are different reasons that come to my head that dont make me do so. i cant give up work because of course for obvious reasons i need constant income. another reason is i dont want to give up my business because i already invested in it and i know eventually in the coming years it will become a BIG time catering company. so i dont want to put everything to waste! as my partner says we are not quitters. but there was this one day wherein i really wanted OUT. i was getting a major headache that i ended up getting a migraine because of the stress from work and pressure from my biz. i didnt know what to do honestly! at that point i realized that its really difficult to balance work and having your own business. good thing gin was able to talk to me and made me realize the lighter side of things and so did my partner. but i still get this hiya feeling towards her because i am not 100% visible or i dont get to help her in preparing stuff all the time. just like today. we have to prepare packed lunch for 25 people. but i cant help because i have a meeting. because of these situations it makes me think twice. because i feel i am not giving so much to the business because of my work. i dont know…its just this thought that keeps on coming back. i really hope and pray that everything will fall into place. how i wished money was so easy to earn! but i am thankful that in the past 2 months i can say our business is doing well. yes, we’ve had our share of mistakes but we just charge it to experience and we will do better next time. theres always room for improvement right? 
we’re just starting anyway. oh well…thats all!
